Understanding

Over the past month I have really come to appreciate all those mothers that i used to criticize for not doing things in a timely manner, forgetting things, were late, had kids throwing tantrums in public, or just asking me how I had time to do what I did. I just didn't understand how they possibly found motherhood so hard. I am there now and I think that sometimes the Lord gives us our life circumstances if for no other reason to be more compassionate, understanding, and loving towards others.
To all those mothers that I every thought that about, I am truly sorry, motherhood is hard sometimes. But what in life that is worthwhile isn't hard? Being a mother must be something truly great to have this many hard moments. I love being a mother, but sometimes I could just pull my hair out!
No one panic, I am fine, it will just take some time to adjust I am sure. I do have my days I doubt my abilities to actual take care of three kids that are so dependent. Luckily I have a wonderful husband, friends, family, and a Savior that understands. Thanks to all of you who listen to the spirit despite what I say I need and lend a helping hand or listening ear.

Eldon 1 Month Old

I can't believe it has already been over a month since Eldon came to the family. I just love babies! He is growing fast and is chuncking up too. Still haven't made it to the doctor. Medicaid is being difficult again. But he is very healthy so I am not too worried.

Bryson is 2!

He got a remote control tonka car, a t-ball, and Kung Fu Panda action figures.
Here is the cake I had so much fun making! He loved it, which is the best part.

So my silly boy is 2! What I love about him:
~He is so creative. He does pretend play already. He has voices that he does for each characters.
~He is funny. He is our little comedian. He is always trying to make us laugh by doing funny walks, wobbling his head, or looking at us funny.
~He loves to sing. Any song really, but the first two he requests are "Popcorn" & "I Love to See the Temple."
~He is a cuddler. You just have to love him, he is a teddy bear with puppy dog eyes that melt your heart.
~He acts like his father. Sometimes good and sometimes bad, but still I love it.

Our Week

My first week as a mother of three alone went well I think. Don was here a lot and a ton of help but still. The boys love to take pictures so here are just a few of this weeks product.
Jaron's
Bryson's (It looks like my legs are huge!)

Jaron really is my "biggest helper." I call him that all the time, but really mean it. He cleaned his bathroom this week. It was so cute and he did a good job. He is so willing to help, most the time, and it makes a big difference.

Eldon is changing so fast. I get the questions, "Is he a good baby? How are the nights going?" He really is a good baby. I can't eat chocolate, sad for mom, but a small sacrifice for a happy healthy baby. He goes 3 hours between feedings most of the day& night, but then there is always a few times a day where he just eats for 3-4 hours straight it seems. I am trying to watch it here and make sure he really is hungry. He is so good that we didn't even know he could cry until the past few days when he has been a little more fussy. He would just grunt if he needed something. He still does that a little, but is crying more and more. We love him and he is such a gift to have in our home.

Brothers & Eldon

So this was their interpretation of ,"Give kisses."
I love this one. Jaron's fake smile, Bryson's excitement, and Eldon a little startled. It says so much.

Pampers Shower

A little late in posting this, but still. Our ward really is awesome. They insisted on throwing a shower even thought I didn't need anything but diapers. Melissa was also in the same situation and even due the same day. So the threw us a pampers shower. Maybe even better than all the diapers and fun things . . . we had lasagna, salad, and cheesecake!

It's Official

Eldon's cat from Aunt Cathy got here on Sep. 26th making his birth official. The other two boys got theirs the day they were born when she came to visit them. Eldon had to wait a little bit since she is a little further away this time ; )

Grandma's Visit

So Eldon was a good little baby and waited for grandma to be here before he came. My mom was really nice to have around to take care of the boys and the house while Don, Eldon, & I had a week just to get to know each other.
Before she left we all ventured to Chucky Cheeses for a fun night out. Here are some photos of that.

The boys sure love her and were sad to see her go. Jaron thought he was going to go home with her. Bryson fell asleep taking her to the airport and when he woke up he walked around the house calling for her. It was kind of sad, but at least they love her.