You know that Jo Dee Messina "Bring on the Rain"? I have always loved that song. For some reason it reminds me that things always pass. Every time I listen to the song I think of all the times I have listened to it and how hard those times seemed, but they did pass. It reminds me to not have fear, have faith instead. And "I am thirsty anyway, so bring on the rain. " Trials are the refiners fire and we always come out better than before.
I also have a confession. I am not superwoman. I know that might come as a HUGE shock, it was for me. Several of my friends have said at time, ". . . you can do it, you are supermom." It is totally meant as a compliment, and it is. It has given me several times the strength to be what they think I am. But as we found out this last week, I am just human. I have complete confidence that everything will be just fine with this pregnancy. I will go full term most likely. But I do need to get enough sleep, eat enough food, and drink enough water. I also need to stop when my body says it is sick. If I keep pushing the card that I am fine and don't need those things, sooner or later I won't be fine.
I e-mailed this to a lot of family and friends, but want it for my personal journal. I print my blog every year and keep it so here is what happened.
I had been having contractions since Friday, which were 10 min apart. But since several hours of rest was helping I didn't worry too much. We had a little scare on Sunday when contractions were coming 2-3min apart at 4:30pm. We decided to go in to labor and delivery at around 6:30pm where I was given shots of Terbutaline. The first shot stopped them briefly but they came back stronger and more frequent. The second dose did the trick and slowed them down to every 10 min. They let me go home at this point which was 2:15am. They continued at 10 min apart until Monday at 4pm. This was not labor as there was no cervical change during contractions. I was put on bed rest until I could go in to see my OB. I had an appointment with her on Tuesday. She did a Fetal Fibronectin test which came back negative. She said that I should be good for the next few weeks and not go into labor. She did say that that many contractions still are not good, I need to take it easy. So try and rest more and get help when I need it.
The little guys need me, but I will post about the other fun adventure we had this week soon.